Do you think that I am creating this magic? Would it feel too lonely if I told you that you are doing it yourself?
The magic is drawing me to you...you see my wings, as you are giving me hands and feet in your world. I am the voice that speaks when you speak. You think you can't live without me? You never have. I let the loneliness inhabit me because I thought you weren't listening. Were you listening in your cocoon?
How do you plan for something that has always been?
So much time is spent in wondering if you are doing the right thing. I will meet you wherever you are... "Whereverland." I will open the doors for whoever is unafraid to go inside. Fear is the hell we all fear. Let go of it. POOF! It's gone. Come inside bravely to the land of magic.
Be brave enough to be the greatest at whatever you love to do, even after others stop watching, and especially before they start, when it seems they really should be paying attention by now!
You must find all the love you need inside of yourself. It sounds lonely, but when you have all the power to create all the love you need, then no one can ever "make you lonely." They cannot crush your reason for living by not giving you the love you think you want from them. The key is love. Does it matter who creates it? Does it have to be that one person you "thought you knew?" When you trust someone, they become a part of you. They are inside you, but you decided to trust. It's wonderful when they live up to your expectations. When they don't, forgive them and forgive yourself for not living up to theirs.
When you love others, you are creating that love. When they love you, you are part of that creation too. Be sure to clear a way for their love to find you. Only true love can pass through. Those who are frauds will get tired and give up. Bye bye.
You must believe you are worthy of love - even to love yourself - you must believe this.
If you keep giving, desperate to please others, they will hungrily take your offerings until they recognize that you are their servant. Then they might destroy you on a whim.
"Did you want a different shade of red than I provided? I'm so sorry," you say.
"You weren't in the mood for my best? I guess I have to work harder. Again...so sorry."
"You wanted pearls today and I only brought you diamonds?" Sigh.
You will know how to love others when you know how to love yourself. Practice, before you think you're ready. Be gentle with yourself. Do your best for yourself. Push through for excellence because you love excellence. Learn from the best. Learn from the worst too. Learn the difference.
People can be blind. Instead of begging them to look at you, open your own eyes. You will see a horizon full of angelic applause. As long as you are true to the excellence inside of you, there are myriads of spirits singing your praises, guiding you onward to realize your dreams. Can you hear them, my butterfly?
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Dear Heaven, hope you are doing fine (and Jasmine too!).
ReplyDeleteThank you so much for this post! God bless you always =)
With love,
Mayra
Hi sweet friend, So nice to hear from you! We just celebrated Thanksgiving here. Do you celebrate this? It's an American thing. hee hee
ReplyDeleteI'm so happy you like "Magical." I was feeling sad and didn't even know where this one was going to go - it seemed to "take off" without me. :) I hope it's as encouraging to others as it was to me. ;)
I hope that ALL is well with you. Many lovely blessings to you too!
Love and hugs, ~h~
www.heavenleigh11.com
Hi! I think Thanksgiving is a wonderfu time you have over there! Some people here in Brazil celebrate it, mostly Presbyterians.
ReplyDeleteOh, I was feeling very sad too... There's so much incomprehension happening in my life, people are being so unfare, no matter what I do or how much I try my best, to help and be useful, it's never enough, people are so mean.. This post was very healing for me =)
love xxxxxx
Oh, I'm so glad this helped you. The sweetest people with the kindest intentions are often the most under-appreciated and misunderstood. :) I'm so thankful for you! I took a peek at your blog too. I love the things there - and the flowers are calming and beautiful. Keep the Faith. You are a bright Angel! People will see someday. Some already do. :)
ReplyDeleteYay for a little Thanksgiving in Brazil! hee hee
So much love and appreciation to you!
Angel MichaeLOVE, ~h~