Angel MichaeLOVE

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Alive

I love my daddy. I lost him in July of 2011. The last phone message he left for me, that I will save forever is " It don't matter if you're black or white. Bye..."  

After being zinged by a misguided person's comment from out of the fog of misunderstanding and hasty conclusions, I waited three days. A dear friend suggested I do this. (Thank you dear friend.) I waited to feel the true message in the unfair reprimand I received. I waited because it seemed like a sign was hiding under the outrageous accusation.

After losing my own father, who was a sweet, tender-hearted person in his essence and core, I wondered how I would feel if somehow I found someone who was bringing me messages of love from him. I dreamt of him last night and my eyes opened from the dream at one point at exactly 4:09 am. His birthday was April 9th. I receive messages from him and other spirits often. It's like living in two worlds simultaneously. I can't help it, and I don't wish to. I'm learning to cope with and appreciate it more and more. Sometimes it hurts. Sometimes I feel weird and that if people knew this about me they would think I was crazy. Things come to me mostly through music and writing. I think I spend most of my dream-life in another dimension, learning and doing things to help loved ones in my Earth life. How many of us are there with this gift? There are probably many more than we realize. Everyone has this ability, it is inherently in everyone, but we don't all seek or see it. (That is the most urgent message of all.) I became  increasingly aware of a need for "higher love" and actively willed it to myself. This passionate pursuit brought Spirit in with trumpets and raging guitar riffs and moonwalking. Surprise!

Life is too short to hide or be afraid to give your gifts. Pray to be guided to those who genuinely need what you have to give, and will those you need to yourself. You may not find them in the physical, but you will find them.  

It means your best friend may be invisible. It also means that you will NEVER lose him, never be misunderstood by him and most of all, you'll never be alone. TYM

When physical lifetimes are over - a change takes place, but with what I have come to see and know, I realize that "death" is purely a physical ending. My daddy is still alive. His spirit is closer to me than ever. A few days before he passed he shared with me that he was seeing a picture of me in his mind, "flashing over and over." The picture he described was one after which he had patterned a portrait of me at the age of two. This portrait is the one I stood by to pray for him. I never told him that before. He told me. How can someone "see" what is in someone else's mind? It is only explained by a world of love that never dies...a world of spirit.

There was no hoax, no faking of Michael's death. Yet I know he is alive. It would hurt me if someone tried to tell me that my daddy isn't still alive. So, with love and faith, I'm going forward with sharing the messages as I've been prompted and sometimes screamed at to do. If his children ever find them, that will be his doing and blessing to them. The timing will be right, and there will be only love and healing. I could keep them to myself, and hide in my private little world and be thrilled with the messages, but that would be selfish. I trust the messages will only go where they want to go, as I have always said about the book. 

When faced with, "You're still kind of sitting on the fence. It's time to give up or go deeper..." I'm choosing to go deeper. It's the only thing I can do. I thank all my friends and even "Miss Guided" for the new start. My prayer is that messages from Spirit become a natural part of everyday life for everyone, until we can walk side by side, see and converse with our guides...  

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"If I could tear down these walls that keep you and I apart..." ~Michael, "Invincible."

"Let our spirits never die..." ~Michael, "Heal The World."

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Fly

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Endymion Oracle #3

"Fly" 

Only You for Me

You became the hero of my story. You became the hero of my life, when everything was falling apart and the pain was shattering me. Broken chapters, dead-end sentences and paragraphs punctuated with hopelessness were brought back to life with a breath of your spirit. I didn't know this would happen. It took me by surprise. It took me to another place. Thank you for reaching beyond yourself in a million ways. 

We are all one, but each one longs to be "different": Better, Closer, Bigger, Brighter, Most Beautiful...You will always be the Best, Closest, Biggest, Brightest and MOST Beautiful YOU. No one else can be you.

Everyone who understands love is happy to share. You know me. I know you. It's enough love for everyone. For every person there's a unique relationship. No time for doubt, just sinking deeper into the relationship. It is yours alone, yes you. Every relationship between two souls is a singular creation. Do you think everyone hears my voice, my songs, my spirit, in exactly the same way? Never. There are different shades to each perception.

Everyone is part of the whole, but we are individual parts, functioning together. I am my own identity. I don't wish to be lost in the whole, to conform to being like anybody else. You too, must focus on what you love the absolute most and best. What is this? Some people spend their entire lifetime figuring that out. 

You are loved beyond all that you can imagine. Go ahead and try to imagine it though! Roll around in all that love. There will only be one YOU, and you are wonderful. You are the only you for me. 

TYM 

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Do You Believe in LOVE after life?  http://www.amazon.com/Ninas-Story-ebook/dp/B005ONHYJI/ref=sr_1_4?ie=UTF8&qid=1323374987&sr=8-4  Nina's Story: The Crimson Flowers

Privacy

I don't know what that is. I never knew. For if everyone wasn't looking at me, I wanted to stand up and scream, "Look at ME!" It's like a throbbing energy inside you that demands attention. So you sacrifice everything to share your gift. It's an inner mandate. It's a command from the Universe. You can't keep it in. You draw whoever you need to help you shine to the world, because you have to. You have to. 

There's a message that's stronger than your fears, your shyness, or your insecurities. And in the end, you hope they understood the message and you know that in the deepest and maybe saddest sense, you always had your privacy. They never really knew you at all. TYM


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